I met Thorsten a few years ago - fate must have deliberately brought us together. Back then it was through work, but it soon became clear that this encounter was far more than a coincidence.
Thorsten realised right from the start that I wasn't the person I could have been. Or rather: the person who lay dormant deep inside me, trapped in a self-imposed isolation that probably began in my childhood.
Not allowing any emotions, not showing any tears and not feeling anyway? What was that anyway? I had built a wall for myself, so impenetrable that I had almost forgotten who I really was.
It took almost six years - six years in which Thorsten never gave up. And yes, I was probably one of his toughest clients. The fear of admitting the unknown was so overwhelming that I didn't want to leave my comfort zone at any cost. I always thought: I'm normal, right?
No, I wasn't.
It took the year 2024 and a series of events that shook and destroyed everything inside me. Today I know that I had my first encounter with the dark night of the soul. And as painful and dark as this phase was, it led me to my true being.
I am infinitely grateful for every person who helped me on this path - especially you, Thorsten and someone else. You believed in me for so many years, even though I couldn't see myself. You tried to guide me, even when I was often unwilling to listen or watch. But it had to happen that way. I had to go through this darkness to really find myself. And for that, I thank you from the bottom of my heart, Thorsten. You are an enrichment for this world, a gift for all those who are lucky enough to meet you.
The fact that I can even use Shåmeėa Healing today is another miracle, a gift for which I cannot find enough words.
Thank you, Thorsten. Thank you for your patience, your strength and your love. I owe you so much - more than words could ever express. 🙏❤️
Maikel Herr